fish, one last tale to share with you. My little girl came to me yesterday and told me she had a school project to do, she had to draw a picture of her home. She asked me which home she should draw, mine or mom's and I said "whichever you like", so she said she would draw mom's place because it had more rooms to draw. Tonight she came and showed me the finished product, inside of mom's house she had drawn a picture of mom and dad standing together side by side. She said that she just wanted me to be in the picture too. One day fish, your little girl will come to you with such a picture and your heart will break. Please do everything you can to prevent that day from ever happening. I know it's hard to see beyond the pain and the heartache right now but you have to, it's for your child and nothing else matters more in this world or ever will. I'll let you be now.