I know I shouldnt snoop it's just hard like you said especially when I am being lied to. Most of the time I feel like it's the only way I can keep thinking clearly without getting my hopes up but of course in turn I am in a bad mood.

Tried to call H several times today. I sold his car and had some questions and then I needed to talk to him about a few things around the house. H never returned a single call. Havent heard from him at all. Just a little annoyed...it's his car i'm trying to sell just call me back about it or send a text. WHATEVER..I left a really nice message just saying I was worried about him since I had not heard back. About 5 minutes ago I got a text that said "i'm having a bad day will call tom". I really hope his bad day as to do with OW!!!! I probably got on his nerves leaving too many messages but I had a lady coming for his car and wanted some answers...oh well did the best I knew how.

I dont want to read too much into this it's just that he has called at least once everyday since I got back from Florida and I am a little nervous about what is going on.....I guess I will find out tom.