Haven't gone through all five pages but wanted to lend an ear. I know that feeling, about not quite knowing who this person is anymore. And how did we spend so much of our lives with this complete stranger. And it's all over, so why continue to lie?
The only part we differ on is the band aid vs permanent. I want him to move on with his life so he doesn't think that reconciliation is an option. I feel like me being alone though, will always leave that thought in his head. Funny thing is from my perspective, I think he still thinks we're friends. Umm, no.
So smooches Chica - it's shoe shopping time and I completely agree - where IS spring? I've been willing it with a few strappy shoes or capris
Smooches!
P.S. You are blessed that he's spending time with the kiddos. I continue to be amazed at my X's selfishness. He lives literally five minutes ?!?! from Peanut and tends to keep the 4 days a month visitation, with an extra day sprinkled in at will. I don't get it. She is so cool and I can't imagine not wanting to spend as much time with her as I could...
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
