Sometimes the worst thing about spending time with H is the next night gets so lonely. I wish he was here now but he's not. I spoke to him just now on the phone and I wanted so bad to ask him to come over. But I know thats not with the "system".
I guess its a bit like going into his cave. We talked a lot last night and now he's distancing himself a little.
Ok so what shall I do tonight? D is sleeping and I think I'll watch a little TV.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
