That is a very sad story, H. It stops you in your tracks when someone you know dies, doesn't it? I think the important thing is to find happiness where you are. Our lives aren't so bad, you know? We always think we need this or that to be happy, but we don't. We need to accept who we are and that this is our life, and stop comparing with everyone else. Especially people on tv or in the movies. The4re's no reason in the world we can't be happy with what we have. Happiness is a state of mind. If you want to be happy, change your mind!