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I'm sorry...for my kids, I'm sorry if I've put them in a rotten position, I still LOVE THEM TO DEATH !

You didn't your H did. Give yourself a break. We are all only human and we are allowed to hurt sometimes (or in my case at all times )

Your kids know you love them and they love you.

Me 43
XH 45
M 2.7.88
Divorce 7.10.09
Kids D20,S17 & D15