o hell yes mink my friend. you flip from " i love my wife and will do anything to make this work", to " do i get to feel happy and loved ever" i can see babey steps being made by my W and i know i cant rush them, i just realy miss her my friends. when she is in the room sometimes i see glimmers of my W and other times a stranger is there. i didnt M this stranger and to see her in my W body kills me. i also realaise im biased, but all i have to go on is what im told, and what i see. i whish we could have a frank open talk so i couls see what about me she still finds uncomfortable to be around.