I did something I regret. I returned a few items purchased at Banana Republic, but ended up buying a shirt for my H. It was on sale. I hung it in his closet, but didn't say anything to him. Maybe he'll think he bought it and forgot about it, but that's highly unlikely. I didn't have any motive with the purchase. It's just one of the things I usually do... so perhaps I'm acting "as if" (Okay, that's a stretch).

Last Monday night when H and I finally spoke to each other, he said he was a non-verbal communicator - both input and output. I'm not so good with on-the-fly comebacks, but last night I was thinking about what he said and I want to ask him, "What exactly were you trying to communicate to me when you were holding "her" hand?" But worded better. Ack. I'm so tired and my keybord is misbehaving. It dosn'twantto toypecoret.ly crap


M: 37
H: 36
Married: Aug 13, 2004
Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008
Reconciled: September 2008
Current: Ambivalence