I really don't think a new puppy would make me feel much better. Can't replace Puppy; he's just the best. And besides, kitty really prefers being an only child.
As for H's b-day I don't have his address so I can't send a card even if I thought it was ok. I don't think handing him one when he comes for puppy would be exactly appropriate. He doesn't want well wishes from me now anyway.
It will be hard to see him when he comes here but I did get through it once before. I am sure he isn't staying long, so I don't anticipate a lengthy talk or anything. It's funny; he really should feel like a stranger to me by now but he really doesn't.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
So despite feeling like I wasn't worth enough to him to turn his act around, I am managing to get through it.
his timing is lousy honey, it does not reflect how much you are worth, he had to pull himself around for himself first, and maybe it just happens that the proverbial light just turned on in his head. You as a person are invaluable)))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
(((Hope)))) I'm so sorry things sound so sad for you right now. I always think of you when I think of DB/MLC and these boards. Still wishing the best for you! Fish
you know what my C told me the other way as I cried and told him how little I must be worth for stbx to be involved with prostitute ow again? "Cat03, you dont' need the approval of a man, *specially stbx* , to let you know how much are worth.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
