You're not alone Brad. A while back my WW and I were discussing separating and I told her it just killed me that I wouldn't be a full time dad, even if our son lived with me because he would go everyother weekend to be with her. You should have seen WW's eyes light up. WW said, he can spend every weekend with you if he wants. Yep, spend every weekend with me so she can have all her weekends free to F OM.
And waywards see nothing wrong in this. Keep up the good fight. You're the better person here. Your kids need your stability. If I were you I would start documenting all the times she's supposed to pick them up and doesn't. All the times she's late. All the times she's supposed to spend time with them and doesn't. You can use that in court to show how you're the stable one and the kids NEED stability.
Hope4us
Me - 49, W 49 S22 & S18 Dday 9/4/07 W claims NC 4/7/08 8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.