Worried I found DB too late #2

[cw68]

OK, this is weird. I thought THEY were the ones who were supposed to get cold feet after making a step forward? Not that I expected the world to change direction after ML or anything, but I didn't expect me to be somewhat depressed again. I woke up sad that my H doesn't love me anymore, that he doesn't want to live with me, that a large part of him thinks divorcing me is going to make him happier. You think I could just revel in the baby steps we're making, but NOOOO.

So, it's PMA and I'm not going to let myself sink into this well of pity. I went to give him an April Fool's joke, but he didn't answer his phone. The plan was to tell him that I don't think he should come over tonight as we talked about yesterday, but instead stick to our agreement about custody. APRIL FOOL'S.