It is like the more I want to let go, the harder things become.
Exactly!!
Do you think they feel this?
Personally, I'm tired of feeling guilty all the damn time. I'm tired of being blamed. I'm just mentally exhausted from all of it.
b]They forget everything, but we remember.[/b]
Your H is even angrier now than before the court date that was cancelled. I'm sure this is getting to him, so try and stay away from his anger as much as possible.
Liss was sooo right. He will take it all out on you if you let him. I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt that he's not intentionally hurting your d, but for him to say "Fine, I just wont see her" is childish! It's all about him.
I know how hard it is to stay away....but it's better.
Keep your chin up Kiki.
Hugs,
Jeanette
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
