Letting go...

[Lissie]

KiKi

I want to tell you not to take it personal.


He is pissed off. At what exactly? THe F UP that he has made with his life.

It hurts baby girl i know. B/c in their "hatred" for us, they hurt our kids, and they don't really get it.

WHAt do you do?

now is the time you do not argue, with him at all, defend yourself to him at all.

There is always a time and a place for that


It is not now.

He will get worse. He already feels like a cornered rat. When they feel this way, they lash out.

I know you are tired, I know you are mad, sad, and hurting for your D.

TRUST me mamma, I know.

But you have to learn to play this retarded game. Now is the time to be silent

B/c now is when they get vindictive.

And who the hell needs that.

When Javiier was like this OH damn, that is when the threats started.

I know sweetie it is hell.

I am sorry for the pain. ((((((((((KiKi)))))))))

He does not define you. His words carry around no truth or weight.

Do not let him shatter your spirit. Do not allow him to have control of your feelings, or your decisions.

He is not worth it now. He has no right to diminish your glow at all.

Pleas do not give him that power.

Ugh, sorry, this just really hits home with me the nastiness.

And the fact that I allowed Javier to get to me a few days ago, just pisses me off.

I don't want you to feel this way anymore, mamma.

YOu are in the right. YOu have not abandoned your family.

His words carry no merrit.

Luv ya sugar, Kiss that D of yours, and focus and pray, on the fact that you will be just fine.