Journaling:

My H texted me last evening to ask a question about taxes. I told him I was busy and would have to get back to him later. He said O.K. and to take care. He has been so nice lately it is actually scaring me.

Then Later on last night at 12:00 on the dot, he text me again, asking if I was up? I cant beleive his timing - he must have been debating calling me or not, and then when it struck midnight he knew it was his last chance so he did.

I told him I was heading to bed then, and he text me back and said "Good night Tipper". I text back and said "thanks and good night to you".

I dont understand, I am so confused, Is he being nice and pursueing me? Or am I in for some other huge shock that he has to tell me but just cant find the nerve to do it. This is the second time in the last two weeks that he has called at night seeing if I was up and both times, I have not givin him the time and he has still not come forward with what ever it is he wants to say so badly. I hope I am not messing up. I just feel like if he has something to say - he knows how and where to find me. I am scared it is bad news.

TIPPER