had a minor setback. Things have been going really well with H. I was just starting to feel like OW was out of the picture for good.
Then, a few weeks ago, i was standing in the kitchen. I heard a TM come in. Of course, I had to check. It was OW! I haven't seen a TM from her in about 6 months. It said, "Are you never going to speak to me again?". When will she just let him go and stop trying to pull him away?
I showed it to H, and proceeded to walk away. He pulled me into him and said, "the asnwer to that text is 'yes, that's right'. I am never going to do that again." He went on to reassure me. But i have been having trouble letting it go. I am afraid - and I told him this - that as soon as we hit a bump in the road, she's there trying to pull him away. He keeps telling me that I have nothing to worry about.
So, I guess I just need to work on me ... on my thoughts.
On another note, I've been seeing my C regularly recently. I am really trying to dig in and deal with my anxiety issues that I've had my whole life. It's been hard, but I feel I'm making progress.
Anyway, just wanted to check in.
Married 9 years Kids 5 and 6 Bomb 2006 H back and forth for a year M now back on track
