Thanks so much for the prayers, I take all I can get! I also learned that if you are going to stand you need to first hit your knees! I had been neglecting my relationship with God for the past 20 years, but I have accepted Jesus back into my heart.
I am only 2 months into this and my W is pretty angry at me, but I am in this for the duration. I told her so and she isn't interested in an "us" at this point. I know that it is God's timing and that I just have to be patient and wait as I totally believe that he will heal my M.
I know it isn't my W who I need to be fighting. She just isn't herself. I will continue to pray for her even though she doesn't want to hear it. It is the only way to beat the enemy.
I wish you all the best and would love to hear about the things in your life that brought you out of the WAW fog. I have found that there is just no talking about the R right now and that I am most likely better off to just let her be and do my fighting through prayer as well as giving her love and support from a distance.
Keep the faith, it is what will restore your M. Hang in there!
-Bryan
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out
