my story adventures of a WAW!

[christarn]

Thanks Brian....what an encouranging message!! I was angry for at least a good year, but now....I'm the woman I used to be, taken life as it comes...good, bad, ugly, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. I told one of my friends, jokingly, that God is probably like...oh it's you again!!!! I wake up praying, pray during my free time at work, pray in the bathroom, pray when I'm in the car, pray before bed, read scripture when I find time, but always before bed. I truly believe that part of why I was so angry for so long, is the simple fact that I had let God out slip out of my life.

I'm inspired that my sharing has given you hope. That truly makes my heart feel good! As I have said in previous posts, I am in this until God tells my heart it is time to stop, otherwise, it is "for better or worse." I did hear a smidge of news I don't know wether it is going to make a difference. My sister ran into my H over the weekend at a local pub, he said something to her along the lines of "I still have love/feelings for her"...I say don't know if it makes a difference, because, I think once a person marries they will always have those feelings for their spouse even if they D. I am baffled at the fact that the past two weekends he has been seen at my two favorite pubs??? And he lives 30 miles aways....when we first started this over 10 months ago (talking/texting/dating from time to time) he said he didn't like the big city pubs....they were too overrated...or something to that effect????

I have read tons of books on R/M/working things out...etc. Gary Chapman has some really good reads, besides the 5LL. He has one on my wish lists about 5 steps to an apology...or something like that....it looked good when I scanned over it at barnes n noble. I am currently reading Become a better you by Joel Osteen...very motivating!!!

Take Care, and I will be praying for you also!
Christa