I realized today that during this past year, I have shown no anger to H.
I have this same issue. My mom mentioned me the other night that I really need to get mad. So far I have been in shock, heartboroken, dissapointed, angry at OW. Read books to make my H no more than a robot following a list of predefined things that happen when you feel unneeded, or have a lack of esteem. I have likened what happened to the "perfect storm" of events leading up to something destroying what was a very happy family. I have thought and felt every single thing except for angry, angry at the fact that no matter what happenes you always have a choice, and He CHOSE this chain of events just like your H did, and I should be angry and so should you.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009
