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[jon2911]

I suspect I'm stubborner and I've been in this for the long-haul for a number of years now, so I'm not going to give up that easily.

I am starting to pull out of my emotional bottom from last night and this morning and able to definitely see the positives.

I love your attitude! Hopefully I can pull out as well. Hang in there. I'm sure you've already read this, but it seems to perfectly apply to you right now:
http://divorcebusting.com/a_while_spouse_decides.htm