I have an overwhelming urge to call her today....it's so hard not to!
Despite my emotional mind telling me that it will help, by letting her know that I am here - my logical mind is telling me that if she desired contact, she would reach out herself.
Don't know why I'm feeling this way. Part of the normal ups and downs, I hope.
I am seeing her day after tomorrow, when we have a nice dinner/event planned. Why is it so hard to wait until then?
As I said earlier - the sense of detachment comes and goes in its intensity.
