H never came back 5

[MichelleLT]

It was hard to bite my tongue, but I am proud of myself.

I am kind of wondering the same thing about him waiting for one of us to dump him. It really boggles my mind that she hasn't found someone over in England and hooked up with them and dumped H. Of course, maybe she has minus the dumping part lol. At any rate, I suspect I'm stubborner and I've been in this for the long-haul for a number of years now, so I'm not going to give up that easily.

I am starting to pull out of my emotional bottom from last night and this morning and able to definitely see the positives. Plus, she's gone again! Which means I have a couple MONTHS to DB my butt off - there's no way she can compete with that!