frank_d, I second what theoden and amyC have said to you. You have got to find a way to give your m to God. Trust HIM and know that whatever happens is HIS will. HE may not answer your prayers the way YOU want HIM to; but, HE will answer them in the way that is BEST for YOU! HE knows what you are thinking and feeling; but, right now, HE is wanting you to turn to HIM...to trust HIM. I know it is not easy; but, oh, the blessings you will receive!
