Wow Jen. Just read up on your sit. Sorry to hear what you are going through. I can't offer up to much other than to lift you up. You are Supermom, but you are weak too. You are tough, but you feel vulnerable...and you are.
Sometimes the toughest thing to do is wave the white flag and come up with a new game plan. It's a pride thing I guess.
My two cents is to take a step back. Give up and regather. Take a deep breath and focus on you and your kids. At this point that's what matters. But you will only be "supermom" if you give to yourself and stop worrying about being "supermom". Does that make sense???
Sometimes you have to be selfish and reevaluate to give to others. You will be superduper mom when you give yourself some time for you and focus on you.
Hope you see the point. It's easy to get in the martyr mentality. I've been there.
