H never came back 5

[MichelleLT]

In reality, I do need to know at least the bare bones of what happened with OW over spring break...and it's going to need to come from him. I know today is not the day to do that as I couldn't handle it. Also, I can't make my brain think of a way to ask the question other than "you didn't have the balls to break up with her did you?" I am also not good at keeping my mouth shut - and since his two LLs are WOA and physical touch, that's really something I need to work on. I just don't really get it, because with me, words don't really stick. H remembers things I say though and holds them against me months later.

But I'm also feeling some urgency here and there will not be a chance to get together this weekend as we both have drill and will be working long days. Maybe I could try middle of the week since my work schedule is light right now. I really feel the need to have this conversation in person. IM is too easily misinterpreted - no tone, no facial expressions/body language - and phone isn't much better.