this is so not like me to have said these things. I'm not sure what possessed me to say them and I don't feel good about it. I know that I can't take them back but I may never see my H again after saying these things.
My H wants to talk and I'm just not ready. After more than five months of his telling me he wants to talk I'm still not ready. So here's what I e-mailed him today.
1. If you want me to talk to you show me a reason to think that the conversation would be different. (I.e., until you stop seeing the OW as far as I'm concerned the situation hasn't changed.) 2. If you want the door to our relationship ever opened again for us it will have to be you who does it. 3. Don't ask me to come and talk to you. You will have to come to me.
I wasn't thinking when I sent those. There are many words in between but those are the high points.
This is so unlike me to say these things. Any chance that he will ever talk to me again?
He is at least e-mailing me right now...but it's all business.
