Hanging in there....

[Sugar and Spice]

Well the doctors visit was interesting. She said it didn't look like I had it, unless it was an early exposure. I got treated anyway and I am waiting for the rest of the stuff, but H says that OW's dr said she was really infected (EEEWWWW!!!) so that is just freakin' weird. Anyway, here is his out now. He can now justify it in his own mind, but no matter what I know the truth. The scary part is, I think she believes it too. She SWEARS she hasn't been with anyone but how could that be true? She also hasn't been to a gyno in 2 years and she works for Kaiser...thats just wrong.

I forgot to put that Friday night he asked me if I would be willing to give him a 2nd chance and I replied that if he wanted a 2nd chance he would have to prove to me that he was worthy of it. I told him I was done chasing him and that he needed to do the work. So we will see. He has slept since then and with an addict, its not what they say, its what they do...