I am still not having those feelings for my husband thta I should and it is tearing him apart, I know it is.
Yes it bothers me, certainly, but it is confusing me more than anything. When you came back things felt great. More than just the sex... everything felt like it was right. We were talking and connecting. We were affectionate and intimate. If felt like we were focused us, the relationship, making the house a home. It all felt right. I think the kids have even seen or sensed the change and the improvement. What happens that this is such a fleeting feeling?? I can't get my hands around what it is exactly that you think is missing. I can and will let go, and hope that you find what it is that you are searching for. I just hope that it is not some phantom emotion that you are in search of.
Quote:
If we end up back together,then this time apart would be a short, small price to pay for the rest of our lifetime together. If we do end up D'ing, well it wouldn't be that we didn't try. i just dont' know what else to do and it hurts to keep disappointing him....and me.
I will not give up, but I will no longer push. I have pushed too much up to this point and have only succeeded in Mo2C feeling pressured and compromising her feelings.
