Thanks friends,

It feels surreal really.

I suppose it hasn't sunk in yet.

H looks as though he has aged 10 years.

I feel bad for him but I have to not focus on that right now.

I wish he would just hit bottom already and start taking care of himself.

I guess he thinks he already is...

I wonder how far down he has to go. \:\(

It's been a very somber day so far.

Hard to concentrate at work.

I realize how far I have come when I see him and how stuck he is.

Hugs are good....Thanks

E

"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"

Being the calmness in the storm......