What is sacry for me is GOD has handed me this precious gift and I love it. Yet I am working acitvely to move forward like this is something new and not look back as though I need to. I do not want to look back anymore. I do not want to let the past get in my way. How can I find a way to move forward... and free myself of the burden of carrying the past around. The past did help me to grow but I want it to stay there now.
I am getting better at holding onto myself and self soothing but I really want to move forward..... and stop looking back as if someone is behind me ready to take my Happiness.... more work to do. God bless....
