day by day

[SueS]

Who's thinking when they give into temptation, zipping down a slippery slide. It's all about the thrill, not where they land at the end.

Gypsy- Great way to put it.

Now don't get me wrong. I meant it when I said that LOVE what you have to say. Maybe it's just the mood I'm in today that got me going so much earlier about OW. I try not to hold on to anger, but some days it's tougher than others. My H and I are still living in the same home for now, but it's hard when he comes home with obvious bite marks on his arm/chest or when I turn on the computer and there's a YouTube song staring me in the face or the links to home rentals in her area of town. She knows he's still at home with me. I guess the anger and not being able to completely let go of it comes from it being constantly rubbed in my face. As you said in an earlier post, it's about their unhappiness. And you are right. Some day when they are together, she will see it as I see it. Maybe not right away, but it will happen. My H has admitted that nothing & no one will ever make him happy until he makes himself happy. However, he's still moving on with her.

I am trying to move on as best I can. Trust me, if you ask most on here, I've gotten a lot stronger. I'm looking at new places. I'm planning on things for just D4 & I. I swore I wouldn't take off my ring until I signed D papers. Then I realized that to me, the ring became painful to even look at. It means nothing anymore than being a hunk of junk on my finger. I had to take it off to help me adjust.

I've again taken over lwb's thread. Sorry. Gypsy, feel free to add some of your wise wisdom to my thread and let me know where you are. I've been doing a lot more lurking than posting here lately and I don't know where you are.

Thanks- SueS