No one to turn to- 2

[addie]

Stella, W2G, Jen,

Thanks for your support - it really means a lot to me.

Last night I did read posts on the Piecing forum. However, I'm not sure that I should move there because I don't know that we're actually piecing.
At the moment, not much is changing between us except for the fact that H will be moving back here which I realize is a huge step. The move is more out of necessity - he needs to move out of where he's staying, doesn't want to commit to another place long term and can't find anything else short term. He's looking for another job and may have to move again - I have no idea what this may mean for us because S and I will be moving back to my hometown for my job within the next couple of months. The job H is applying for would still be very far from where I'll be living.
H has made no promises and he doesn't want to give me false hope. I sent him an email last night telling him that I appreciated his honesty and that no matter what happens between us I hope that we can continue to communicate openly and honestly. In his response he thanked me for listening, said he still cares about me, really appreciates the way I've taken care of S but still has a lot of inner conflict to deal with.

Jen, I agree with you that I have to continue my GAL and DB. I have a few new activities lined up. I know that I must have no expectations at this time and just continue doing what I've been doing.