I am very afraid to say this but i think it might be time for a separation. I don't know what else to do. We most recently went to Retrovaille, did the follow up sessions, previously did some MC...feelings fo rme haven't changed. I am still not having those feelings for my husband thta I should and it is tearing him apart, I know it is.
I think that i need to get away from him and our house and clear my head. get out on my own - which i have never done - spend time with the kids just me ant the two of them. He can spend time with the two of them on his own.
If we end up back together,then this time apart would be a short, small price to pay for the rest of our lifetime together. If we do end up D'ing, well it wouldn't be that we didn't try. i just dont' know what else to do and it hurts to keep disappointing him....and me.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,rather by the moments that take our breath away. M38,H40 M14 K D11 S8 D - June 09
