Yes. I wrote out my goals & until this weekend we were making progress. We have been talking and trying to work on us (h is still living w/OW). Then on Saturday night I went to return some library books & saw them outside of their work together. We had just had a wonderful evening & I guess he had to take her something. I had no way of knowing he would be there. He followed me home & assured me that nothing had changed & that he was still wanting to work on us & that he would see me the next day @ 5. Well, 5 rolls around & he calls to tell me he is going to dinner w/ his family (sisters b-dy). Our baby had been screaming for the last hour & a half (not very normal she is typically a wonderful baby), so I was looking forward to his help & was not very nice when he said he wouldn't be over. I know I set us back. I know my actions didn't get me closer to my goals, I was just so frustrated!!! I went to see him after they got back & apologized, that is all I can do. He assured me that we hadn't moved too far back & that he understood. I know I did some damage, I just don't know how to fix it. Any help is appreciated!!! My baby deserves to have a complete family!!
