[girlfromipanema]

Allowing myself to "feel" was a bit of a mistake (don't blame yourself, Gypsy). My feelings won't turn off and it's not easy to detach when these feelings of betrayal, hurt and anger persist. The way I feel today is I have no choice other than to seek a divorce... but I'm going to try to turn those feelings around and focus on the love H and I once shared and the intense connection we once had.

Today will be a good day. I insist.