You need to stop the binge eating. You know you're dulling the pain with the comfort of food, but it's not the answer. I know how it is. I've struggled with emotional eating for as long as I can remember. Fortunately, when it comes to relationship stress, I have a hard time forcing food into my mouth.
The retreat sounds perfect. I apologize for making you weak in the knees at the prospect of travel writing - I should've been more clear. No, we wouldn't be able to send you to exotic places and have you write about your experiences, but wouldn't that be a dream? What we would need are articles for a travel magazine - not exactly sure of the editorial content as of yet. However, if you're interested, I will most certainly keep you in mind as I'm mesmerized with your poetic writing style.
Have a happy day. Find something to appreciate and allow those feelings to dominate the sad ones.
xo, girl
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence