NOW: You sound like me! We are in the same frame of mind right now. Please remember and I have to too, that there are baby steps and you are in a better place than a year ago. So am I. It is getting slowly better and like it was said you would know when it was time to end it, if that was the case.
You love your W as I love my H that is why we fight we wanted to try everything we could before we gave in. May have been desperation at first because we had been with them so long but after a few months of gaining strenth I knew that H was what I truly wanted. That is why im still here. I could leave and be just fine financially and otherwise but I choose my M and won't let go until I know iv'e tried everything.
Patience my friend,(I know easier said than done).
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
