H had to work this weekend. Prego D and I went shopping for baby things. I cleaned and Organizied my At home America stuff for the new year. I do parties and have one tonite. So I guess I have three jobs actually. Won't be home much this week before 10 at night as I have to work all jobs till Friday. That will be distance I guess.
Nik,
Yes you do loose site easily I think when you start piecing. Im trying to get back to the basics and focus more on me. Need to get the weight off too. it bothers me but I know im stress eating and have been to busy to go to the gym.I'll have to start getting up early once it gets light earlier and walk before work then again on lunch and try to fit exercise dvd in at night when I get home.
Right now im trying to keep the positive that he does love me even if the fool is waiting for some big epiphany. Im not ready to give up just yet but im getting tired. It's been about three years that iv'e been not having my needs met. Just can't live forever like this.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
