I was re reading some of my threads, and reading Saffie's a few up, really drove home, that I am about to run my marriage into the ground! I called the Therapist, but haven't heard back from her yet, so getting alittle anxious about that. I know that I am slowly withdrawning myself from my H, we spend less and less time together, and we never dialogue anymore. I asked him if we were going to bother going to core(retrouvaille) anymore, because we don't dialogue, and he said that he wants to continue, and likes dialoguing, but we haven't done anything. Our sex life is just about non exsistant, he says its the AD he is on, but I don't buy it, and its not been since I have been down but right from him returning. I just don't see how its ever going to be where it needs to be, we know how important it is to do but yet here we are, going back to how it was before!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
