So glad you are enjoying your new car. Can't go wrong with a Chrysler!
When I first started dating Josh I always felt that I wanted more and more. If he didn't call when he said he would - I freaked. I think, for me - it was part of my own insecurity and a longtime going without that lovin' feeling. But I tried to remember DB and some of the things I had learned about pursuing so even when I wanted to ream him or demand something from him - I held back - vented to my friends instead. And it was the right thing.
I kept wondering where our R was going to go. I mean, I didn't want to be with some guy I had no future with. One of my friends said to me "you can't ask him where it's going to go. He doesn't know". Hmmmm - how true. How did I even know that I would still want to be with him in 6 months. DUH!
Looking back, I realize how silly that was. But I didn't see it at the time. It doesn't matter where the R is going - just enjoy the ride.
We've been hurt very badly. We want the very best for ourselves in the future. But there is no way to predict outcomes and there are no guarantees.
In my humble opinion - the best thing you can do is live on day at a time and take each step in the R as it comes if it is to continue. Just take periodic checks on your heart and your head and make sure you're getting what you want.
I'm glad you didn't send the letter. I'll bet you are too.
