Dearest Essie, I admire your strenth and ability to face your emotions. Believe it or not you are doing really well. Your H is missing alot by not hanging with such a great lady.
BTW: I love you and so does everyone else on this board. Some luck guy is going to come into your life soon and knock you off your feet. You will love and you will be loved again.
I know it hurts but Time takes time. Feel your pain and acknowledge it.
