Thanks gypsy. I love your posts, keep 'em coming.

H is sooooo lame. He shows up tonight to 'see the girls'. He comes in the bedroom (they were in MY bed watching TV), he lays down with them, asks them how their day was, and then promptly falls asleep before they answer him. Fool. Not much sleep this weekend, I suppose. Its tough being 21 yrs old when you are almost 36, married, a full time demanding job, 2 kids, oh and a girlfriend.

I am embarrassed for him, that he is this tired. I did the math this week and he spent about 10 hours with the kids while they were awake. He has three full days off too. How sad what he is missing out at the moment. I can only hope for their sake he realizes it soon. If not, then his loss. What a zit he is.

I continue to wonder/process why I miss a man that disappoints me so much....