MLC BS/2?

[Patrick325]

I appreciate your support. I did try my best not to be negative in front of her...but it really hurts still. She hasn't gone to church, I wish she would. But I have been taking the kids on Sundays when I can get them to go. It definitely makes me feel better to go but I am always wrestling with my faith. That's why I stopped going years ago. I have good days and bad but I wish I could strengthen my faith. It just seems so hard to believe in God when he never acknowledges us. You pray and pray for help or something....you try to do the right things and the world just craps on you. People go about doing the wrong things and bounce along happily day after day while somepeople do the right things and suffer....