Thank you, saffie, for your attention. I really do appreciate it. I know we are all hurting and I wish I could give everyone on these boards the support they need, but right now my feelings are so raw and it takes all my energy to just get through the day. I'm glad I sound well because I certainly don't feel well.
He might re-evaluate but I just don't feel like I can bank on that right now. I am also going to have to figure out whether or not there will be any hope in me if he does change his mind. It seems to me that it would all be to serve his own needs. Do I really want to be with someone like that? I wish i didn't.
Jen, I will keep myself and my children safe from OW. I promise.
I'm trying to figure out what my next move should be. The other day he asked if I would still "let" him go away with his friend this friday. Friday should be his day with the kids. Do I trade days with him? Or tell him he needs to figure it out on his own. I don't have any specific plans right now but i could keep myself busy.
Me BS 30 Him WH 32 Kids 9, 4 and 2 Together 12 years DDAY#1 9/30/05 False reconciliation DDAY #2 3/13/08 blindsided
