Feeling hope

[LuvMyHusband]

Hi all,
It's been a couple of days since my last post. My H and I have been talking...alot. We have talked more in the last few days than in the last few years. Very open and very honest, no anger either. I don't feel angry or bitter or resentful. I do feel sad and hurt. For myself but also for him. I know where he's at right now. He has been totally transparent since he came home too. He changed all the passwords so it's one single password for all email accounts. He shows me and tells me everything that he thinks I might EVEN have a concern. We saw our church leader today, in fact, my H is still with him. Tomorrow I will be gone all day working. I really don't feel funny about him being here alone either. He seems to be sincere and definitely wants a change. He even went to church with us for the first time in 7 months. We both have made our mistakes and we both see where and how. We both want things to be different so we will be working hard to make those changes. Anyway, just wanted to update. Thanks for all your support.