I managed to forget my password and my email is not working so I had to register again. so this is still sideswiped.
thanks for advice lwb. Met with h and had a very strange coversation. We were talking about how to divide our stuff and started talking about our r, h said he felt left out and thar i did not care about him. I think he is trying to justify a. We spoke about sex and he said he is sad that he will never be with me again. He said we were good together! He said he missed me (but only when I questioned him about that). I said I could not handle seeing him with ow, he then said he would not be able to see me with om (there is no om). He then told me I must not get involved with anyone cos it is too early.I asked him when he is filing for divorce and would it appear when ow wants to get married. He replied baby steps...he still wears his ring when he sees me. Am I being played???? He has started to ask questions when he sees me, like where am I going or why did I paint my nails. Why does he suddenly care?
This is getting harder cos everyday it gets more real. d (14months) has started walking and she is cute! That helps me get through this. But I find myself longing for someone who is going to love and treasure me and might not even be my h??? All these mixed emotions.
