Hey Essie... well, at least you got to see him and he responded to your text with it was good to see you?
I'm confused though..what actually happened when he was there, and why did you leave? Did you have to go out? (but he was in your house wasnt he ??) And does he have to come back to do more work there? Do you think he noticed taht you looked nice, or was surprised at your appearance at all (if you look different to when he last saw you?)
I'm sorry you feel bad. I was actually going to say a little while bacl that you sounded worryingly "I'm doing fine" yet I wondered what you felt underneath that, becuase I guess you have been coping well with the separation but the reality is, you still love him. You were bound to have your hopes up.
I guess you could be a little brave, try and expand on the "anytime" comment and think of some excuse to see him, or suggest meeting up for a drink or something? What have you got to lose? He said on the phone the other day that he wanted to keep more in touch didnt he? Maybe it is really hard for him as all he sees is you looking good, doing ok, sounding cheery and positive, maybe he thinks you have moved on already? Men have pride and also he may be worried about upsetting you all over again. I dont know if its dbing..but how about initiating a bit of contact with him? Just a thught...
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread