Financials set to be sorted.

[ACJ]

for some reason this isn't our season to be part of a couple, but for all we know the season may change tomorrow.

I wish I shared your optimism AH.

It's ironic really b/c I don't want another man in my life (hence why I'm not dating) and yet I miss having one so much. I feel like I am being punished for not being the W my H needed me to be. I know that isn't the case (or at least I hope it isn't). I know it's not about me etc etc BUT just for once I wish it were! I want to feel like I am an important part of someone's life (kids just take their parents for granted). I want to feel special as opposed to unloveable.

Of course I'm just venting. Thank God for this BB b/c w/o it I'm sure what I would do.