((((((Essie)))))) I had something written last night before I went to sleep, and my computer died after I typed the last character! For real! It is still dead, maybe forever!
I really understand how you feel! Remember, you are the one that has the power to choose how long you wait. You will know that you did all you could. That's what matters, what you can do, not someone else. I think you should rest a bit before you decide whether you have had enough or not. I suggested a walk to clear your mind, since in my vision of Australia it is always nice out!
