I'm so sorry sweets.....life does keep going though, you are not on hold unless you let yourself be on hold ! You are a wonderful woman with SO MUCH to offer ! I know that another man is out of the question now, but how about other people, friends, kids, family ???? They each fill a gap within us and when we are strong enough we will fill the void ourselves !
I hope you're ok ! Thinking of you today !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus