WTF. I am now at the point that I no longer can stand to be around her -- I just don't like the person she has become at all
Last night after H left, I was thinking "I would soooo much rather spend this night alone, by myself, than around the person H has become". In fact, I would rather do anything else than spend time with H right now. He is such an empty shell of a person, a person acting half his age, and not realizing what a fool he appears to others. I am disappointed in his choices, and therefore, don't want to be around him.
The difference between your W and my H is that he offers up no excuse, offers no plans (or made up plans) and I don't ask. I would tire very quickly of hearing his lies, like you are with your W.
Glad to hear "M" is doing well, seeing as though she is my hero.
Nocode, funny about the ring. I took mine off in December, the day I found out H was going out with OW, to celebrate their Christmas together. This is the very first time I actually knew they would be together. I barely remember this night, I was so lost and sad. I said to myself I would wear my ring til the official D day. But it hasn't gone back on. I am still married in God's eyes, and I will not tarnish that status in any way. I will remain faithful to my H. I miss my ring, what it once represented for me and for H.
I have no idea why your W is trying to appear honest and innocent in your eyes. That really confuses me.
